haiz... really think i am falling sick... cannot afford to get sick now. got outing tmr!!!! i haven seen them for such a long time liao. really miss them like mad. haha i sound so sappy but they are like my other half. i dun have to worry about so much around them and i am free to show my emotions.... dun have to worry abt getting "scolded" hahha
i realised that my two groups of friends are like super differrent. haha the central and east pple. for the past two years, i started to realise that life is not as peachy as it seemed before. the ugly side of pple are constantly flaunted in front of me, and it has really made me feel kinda of low sometimes. the selfishness of pple sometimes really surprises me. Maybe it is because of my character ba. if it can make someone else be happy, i dun mind sacrificising myself. but i have grown in these 2 yrs. dun realy know how but i have really became a tiny bit selfish and sometimes i really dun like myself for it.
given my personality, maybe a tiny bit of selfishness is good for me. hahah i can dun worry so much about everything. for all the mj pple reading this, trust me i was a lot worse in secondary school. i am like a constantly worrying freak. hahah
but really starting to worry about becoming more self-centred. my entries all start with " I...." i still dunno my strengths and i am still not confident enough although now i appear to be confident. hahah. that is an improvement liao. hahaha
this two years has changed me a lot. I really thank all of you who has been there in the pass two years! I love you guys x infinity!!!!!
