Just realised that the time is wrong on my blog entries. keep realising things now that my pace of life has slowed down to a near standstill. :) A blessing in disguise?
read my previous entries years ago. my god. was my english that weird .... hahahha it was really bad to me now after reading all the extremely broken english i used to use. I AM IMPROVING ! Yeah! HAHAHAH!
anyway, nothing much happened today. just slept to a never before seen late time. i woke at like close to 11.... hahah i am becoming a pig.
I found myself fighting back tears when listening to 5566 and 183 club songs.... not good for my sanity hahah think i am too bored... really nothing to do ma. wanna call someone to chat. think i will try calling shehui ba.... sometime soon.
I got the Edusave Merit Bursary again after not seeing that form for like lightyears... it has come back to me again...
so many things to say but dunnohow to start... starting work on friday. At NCS. http://www.ncs.com.sg/ with marilyn. so ya. feeling kind of nervous. end of my freedom...
it is confirmed liao. not gg out tmr. have to help my dad.... haiz.... dear help me look out for nice shoes k?
i have this sudden urge to write letters leh. anone wants me to write to them? hahah i really miss writing letters to others. Rmb that i worte to the girls at the end of first 3 months. that was like the last time right?
hahha still rmb all the postcards i wrote to the rest during secondary school years. keep passing postcards around to renny i rmb.... when it got too stressed for her, her face get this very stressed out look then i will write to her. Irmb that i used to love Kristine koh's and renny's handwriting.... there is this element of confidence in their handwriting.... really love it. then there was this period of time that i used to write like Mrs Ang... think i was in love with chemistry then she was the Chem teacher so my handwriting gradually changed to look like hers. hahha
think of prom reminds me of St Nicks. dunno why i get this very strong feeling.... really miss everythig there although it was like shit then... think i will tear up if i go back to visit St Nicks. to breathe in the familiar St Nicks atmosphere. feel the St Nicks spirit .....haahha really miss it..... *tears up*
two years pass with a blink of an eye... really want to thank alot of pple out there that has helped me.... esp Mdm Koh. you were there for me when i reached pit bottom. really really thank you for being there for me. i dunno where i will be if i didn't turn to you at that moment. that was like the lowest point of my life man..... thank you so much! will really miss you badly when i leave MJ......
and Mr Nah, thanks for being my CT ! hahah although you have ur faults but i really think i have really grown alot under ur guidance.... i think both our characters are rather alike in some aspects so i could really learn alot in this year! :)
My friends.... you all were always there when i needed your help and that means alot to me really..... you guys are such a mad group. always bringing laughter to my lips..... hahah memories of all of you guys antics can keep me laughing non-stop. you guys are like super different from the friends i have before and with you guys i have grown as a person. i have gnown to be stronger emotionally and i am not so vunerable to critcism anymore. i have learn how to embrace criticism (most of the time i hope) and hopefully changed for the better! love you guys! :)
*give myself a pat on the shoulders* this is the first time that i sit down seriously to write such a long entry! hahahah give me your feedback(s) on my tagboard k?
