I miss st nicks ........ Time flies and another year has past again.... Really really miss st nicks....
It was on thursday evening when I was alone on bus 157, traveling home that I suddenly felt lonely and desperately wishing for a companion. This feeling continues to intensify and I started to wish for someone to love me.
It was then that I started to reflect on my thoughts.
Immediately, I started feeling grateful for all the things I have in my life. I am grateful for all the friends I have in my life. I am grateful for all the opportunities in have in my life, including those that I have failed to act upon. I am grateful for all the decisions that I have made in my life and still continues to make everyday. I am grateful for all the support I have received in past from everyone. I am grateful for all the betrayal I have experienced before, I may not have forgotten them but I cannot ignore their effects on the shaping of ME.
I am grateful for everything I have.
Although I may appear to be constantly unsatisfied, I am truly grateful what I have. All of a sudden, I feel a burden being lifted off me and tears welled up in my eyes.
The rest of the bus trip doesn't appear to be so daunting anymore. . .