I was thinking about why I also feel so desperate. LOL!! I think I should stop reading romance stories/fanfic/novels. I am to attracted to the idea of a fantasy romance... ... ...
I was reading "for one more day" by Mitch Albom. One sentence, in particular, struck in my mind. We are always seeking the love that elude us. Perhaps, that is why I am always seeking for a lover. I have family love, love from friends so I am always seeking the love that eludes me. Perhaps...
Maybe this time, I should open my eyes and learn to appreciate and give thanks for what I have!