Dear Xian'er. Thanks for always being there. I still remembered how, in the beginning of last year, I was always emoing to you, crying to you, etc. on the phone, and how you were so worried. Thank you so much. I'm sorry that I've been rather unresponsive especially when people sms me, but I've been trying my best to be more efficient about replying. I'm sure that you know that I love you lots, but I'll just say it out again -- I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS!! You're a very very very very valuable friend to me and I enjoy your company sooo much. I love you to bits!!! And knowing how you're such an attention-seeker, here I shall say it again -- I LOVE YOU YI XIAN!!!!! :D
Life's great knowing that you will always be there for me and here with me in my heart. You rock, girl. Have more confidence in yourself! I have faith in you that you will achieve more than great things. And you have all the love you need from us! Let's go overseas together for a trip. The only place we've been to together was Genting and we weren't even close friends back then. (:
I teared up. Sometimes I wonder if our friendship will last thru the times. We are no longer seeing each other everyday. The experiences we go thru are no longer common. Everything has changed and it seems to me that we are moving in opposite directions... Sometimes I really doubt. . . And it really hurts me to even consider the thought that someday, we may not be as close as we were before. . . it is happening....
I am an attention seeker. I do things so that I can see your response. And I may not portray myself in the best way possible but I just wanna see that we still have a topic to talk about. Just to feel assured that we are still not strangers to each others.
Can you imagine my relief and happiness when I read this? Can you see the load that has been taken off my shoulders? I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!! SHE HUI, REBEKAH, RENHUI, LINGYI, JINGCHUAN, MICHELLE!
