I have started my internship! People in that office are nice and they bring a lot of laughter to the place.
Somehow along the way I have got by the 2 days. Still compilation work now and feeling very stupid cos I don't really get instructions.
Went outside the office twice today to get hold of my emotions. What is it that makes me so dissatisfied with myself? It is so hard to turn this dissatisfaction into motivation. feeling very down because of this.
Maybe I discovered the root of my problem. In all the situations I am in, it seems as if I am always dissatisfied. Unhappy with what I have, always wanting more. ALWAYS FOCUSING ON MYSELF....